If my page reached 4k and one person caught it, I HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOUUUU!!

GOSH I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING FOR A LONG TIME. Guess what? Finals week, finally! I'm not even studyin' yet but oh hey neither are you if you had time reading this. I want to stop school but I'm pretty sure my parents won't let me so they'll get a kid working half-assed through the rest of her last year since she's lost the spirit to study. ;D But demmit, I am in dire need of money!

I'm thinkin' up of opening commissions but I'm building my reputation (aka uploading works) first so that you know what to expect when I'll be starting selling my 'talent'.

I really REALLY need a break from all of this shitty college drama. I know school & diploma is important and stuff but puh-lease, give me space to breathe! I wanna go curl up and die now. I am seriously thinkin' of workin' part-time in a random place. SERIOUSLY. I want to tutor someone or babysit or whatever that will let me earn cash ASAP. D:
I passed the Gov't Civil Service Exam so... does that count? Dx

GASP, my first journal update in a long while and all I'm doing is whine? Pfft. Also, projects lining up and I'm like not caring until it's too late and I've brought down more than just me in the pit hole. I almost don't care, how apathetic am I? VERY, obviously.

I MISS THIS SITE, i think. I KNOW PEOPLE/WATCHERS/ALMOST FAN HAVE FORGOTTEN ME. DON'T WORRY, I'M UPLOADING NOW, SEE?

ANYWAYS, HELP ME when I'm officially in a commission role? Or help me make friends again because this social retard needs to spring out of her comfort zone? Or comment and remember meeeee~~~~

Also, Welcome me back. ;D

AND DARN IT, FMA: Brotherhood is sooo good & Hetalia AP is sooo adicting!

Chuva ek ek char char I wanted to have a journal where I can place random facts but not necessarily mean it's a tag or meme. It's just a place/space where I place things that I want to speak out loud to no one in particular... especially since it's Finals Week and I am depressed.

Facts about me and otherwise

1. I am my parents' first born making me the eldest among two siblings. I am also born on the first month of the year, and if my birthday doesn't fall on Saturday or Sunday, it's usually the first day of class of the new year.

2. My first kiss on the lips (although it was only a 'smack' was with a woman and it happened by accident when we were going to 'beso-beso'. Oddly, that woman became one of the best friends I've got and she's been with me (best friends going strong) since 2002.

3. For some odd reason, basing from what I have observed although I don't want to sound overreacting, problems arise when I reach the third year of each level of my education. When I was Grade 3, I transferred to a school far far away from where I lived in and I experienced the worst elementary of my life. When I was 3rd year High School (not a senior since our curriculum is the 4 year type), I experienced the most dramatic high school year of my life that got me spending my senior year in another school. Now I am in 3rd year college and in endanger of failing 3 subjects, loosing my scholarship that got my parents to agree to enroll me in one of the most expensive schools in our city... and transferring into another school. Dx

4. I love to rant about my problems in life knowing only few, if none, would care or even bother reading this note. 8D

5. In a strange way, 5 is somewhat dear to me. There's another illogical reason for that other than my birthday being on the fifth day of the year. Now you know when my birthday is if you haven't already (which is almost impossible since it's blazing obvious on my front page).

6. Even when I am the eldest, I act and look like the youngest. When me and my sister are together, everyone who is not a relative would mistake my sister as the eldest and me as the youngest, and that's not even considering our height difference.

7. Other than this being 'GOD's number', I am 7 of RISEN8. RISEN8 is what we call ourselves (me and my barkada).

8. My first real, cupid-hit-me-with-an-arrow crush was, also, with a woman. I was literally in love at first sight. Too bad she was straight as the x or y axis. Though I never got the courage to confess (and during the long run, I became comfortable with my sexuality which is more female than male), she became one of my best friends (no, she's not the same as mentioned in number 2) since 2002.

9. There was no 9 in RISEN8 but other than those girls, there's this other woman who became a close friend to the group. This 'ninth woman' as I want to call her became one of the most trust worthy and trust keeping people I've met.

10. There is always a certain time in the year when I'll temporarily disappear and suddenly reappear... and no one would know why and where.

Okay, I'm tryin' to up for a clean break. I broke so many promises that I can't even be guilty about them. I deleted many of my sites/journals but what the heck. I won't even explain why I'm a heart-breaker because seriously, you don't need to bother yourself with me. Don't worry though, I am on with the requests.

Here are some links to look out for.

Visual Art Blog

~kageNOhikari

Literary Art Blog

GaveUpTooMuch
kageNOhikari8, FictionPress
kageNOhikari8, Fanfiction

Favorite Local Band

A Pathetic Band

_{composed of ~LORDofDREAMS , ~capz787 , Xinji , Vanpi , Ayame}

Advocacy

Gawad Kalinga

_{Or visit the nearest GK Center. The main in CDO can be found at Pasil, Kauswagan}

What I use to stalk and rant

LJ
Wordpress
Multiply
Friendster
Plurk
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